Love & Marriage

A student asks a teacher, "What is love?"

The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the wheat field and choose the biggest wheat and come back.
But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to
pick."

The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big wheat, but he wonders..may be there is a bigger one later.

Then he saw another bigger one.. But may be there is an even bigger one waiting for him.

Later, when he finished more than half of the wheat field, he start to realize that the wheat is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted.

So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.

The teacher told him, "..this is love.. You keep looking for a better one, but when later you realize, you have already miss the person.."


"What is marriage then?" the student asked.

The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the
teacher.

The teacher told him, "This time you bring back a corn.. You look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get..
This is marriage."

A or B???

五月二十六日晴，天气慢慢的转变，冬天也即将来临了。。寒冷的天气使我无法集中的去做东西，只想躲在被里。。。很快的还有三天这个学期就结束了，以前总是怨说还有多久才能完成学业，脱离背书的日子，可是现在的心情却是不想那么快就毕业，因为对前面的路还是很迷茫，不知做什么才好。。。
今天老板给了个很好的机会我，可是我却犹豫不决，为什么当我面对要二选一的处境时总是拿不定主意，这秒想的很美好，下秒却又在犹豫。。我做人真的那么失败吗?总是反反复复的。。。好烦好烦。。如果有人能帮我做决定那该有多好。。。

Because i'm a girl

I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you

Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I thought that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away

Never thought being born a girl
How I can love you and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again

today isnt my day...

五月十七日晴，今天的心情直落千涨，做什么事都碰钉。。工作忙得半死可是却失魂落魄的，唉。。。自己的事情已经够烦了，却又要烦家里的事情。。。突然好想去一个遥远的地方，一个无人认识的地方，可是却只能空想。。。

有人说，爱情就像一场赌局，结局只有两个，赢或输。而你的筹码就是你能付出多少。。运气好的话就能坐上一座好桌，赢得光彩，就像在爱情里遇到对的人。。如果运气不好却另你输清光，就像被爱情伤的彻底。。而你的筹码输了就是输了，再也不能拿回来，就像你付出的永远也不能要求相同的回报。。。
爱情也像在吃口香糖，刚入口时是如此的香甜。。就像一对刚开始的情侣，甜蜜的很。。可是渐渐的口香糖就会变得淡而无味，就像爱情渐渐淡了而分手收场。。。
爱情是如此的美丽也如此的丑陋。。期待爱的归来却又害怕再次失去的感觉，人是多么的矛盾。。。

寂屋出租

我努力的习惯 一个人的夜晚
只是想起你 就会孤单
回忆像一碗热汤 想念那么滚烫
只想要取暖 却狠狠被烫伤
以为幸福 值得勇敢
可惜 最后还是走散
放手说真的不难
心碎 该怎么计算
要搬过几个地方
换几个伴 才到对的人身旁
寂寞的房 灯光别开得太亮
到夜晚更无处躲藏
要搬到什么地方
有谁陪伴 才决定停止流浪
寂寞的房 装满出租的渴望
太冰冷的墙 爱永远没有回答
我倒在沙发上 闭上眼更害怕
只剩下电视陪着我说话
你有没有听到 门铃好像在响
寂屋出租吗 爱永远没有回答

阴天

不闻不问，这是我所要的吗？
不敢去想，也不要去想。。
随风而去。。。

累呆了！

5月5日晴，连续打了四天工，翘了两天课，终于感觉到什么叫累了。。可是还不能好好的休息，明天后天的考试都还没真正的准备好。。原来半工读真的不简单，希望不会为了打工而搞砸了学业。。虽然工钱没有很多，可是那份满足感是金钱买不到的，老板和其他员工的情切让我舍不得离开，感觉真的好情切，能够跟老板打成一片的工作真的少之又少。。可是时间一天一天的过去，我唯一能做的就是好好享受剩下的打工日子。。此刻的我真的累死了，课本打开了半个小时都没完全的读完一页。。明天的考试怎么办？？希望奇迹出现吧。。

烦！

5月2日，好烦好累。。。唉~~ 今天打完工搭火车回家竟然过了站也不知道，不是因为睡着了，而是想的太入神了，也不知道在想些什么，就觉得很烦。。头脑浮现了好多的问号，肩膀突然觉得好重，感觉背负着好多烦恼，真的好累，心情也变得很低沉。。唉!